I had to do it. I had to force myself to take a day off. I had swum 7 times in 6 days prior to Tuesday, so when I woke up Tuesday morning, I decided to not swim. Initially, it looked like I picked a great day; overcast, kind of cool. Perfect day to not swim in the ocean! But then it got pretty. And I started to rethink my plan. But I stuck to my guns. I didn't swim.
Why would I go through so much to not work out? Well, I've been down this road before. Back when I started to enjoy running, I'd ignore pain. "Oh, it's just a little crick in my knee. No biggie." And I'd keep running. Or I'd increase my runs by too much. "Run through the pain," was the mantra. Then my knee would explode.
I've managed to avoid surgery, but I'm not that bright. I did this whole cycle three times before I finally gave up. But the cycle was evil. I finally started liking running! This was in my early to mid-30's. I hadn't liked running since high school. It started to be fun. Of course I wanted to keep doing it. I'd slowly build up to "long" runs, long at least for me. I'd do 5 miles once a week and 3 miles three times a week. Pretty soon, my knee would start to hurt on the 3 mile runs. The first cycle I just ran through the pain. I was able to do this a couple times before I woke up one morning after a run with a knee twice the size of normal.
It was weeks before I could run again. And I thought I was being smart when I restarted. I "only" ran 3 miles a few times a week. That's safe, right? Nope. A few weeks later, my knee swelled again. Damn it.
So this time, I knew what the hell I was doing. I started all over again at one mile, 3x a week. Then I'd gradually increase the distance. Weeks went by and everything was ok. But as I got to 3 miles, knee did it again. Crap.
So I took lots of time off. Like years. Then cycle two began. Did the same slow increase. Even got up close to the 3 mile mark. And then it happened again. So I stopped. The final cycle, I didn't even get to two miles. Then rest. Then tried again, and at 1.5 miles the knee rebelled. That's when I quit running for good. That's when swimming really came into my life.
Here I am in FL. Enjoying the water. Ocean. Salt water. Wonderful. Swim in it every chance I get. Nothing hurts, beyond the usual soreness just as I start. But it's like that whenever I start swimming, in the pool or OW. No biggie. But I know if I had done 8 workouts in 7 days, at some point something would rebel. And I don't want that.
So yesterday, even though it finally got beautiful, I ignored it and pretended the weather was crap. I didn't even look at the ocean. I ignored her.
But not today. 2.5 wonderful miles in some of the craziest chop imaginable. Well, to me. Funny how little waves, when you're turning for a breath, suddenly become mountains. Salty, cough-inducing mountains. Yuck.
I'm really going to miss this when I return to DC.